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:icontophatplz: my name is Abstract Ammy, my (full) nickname is Ammy Panda Peanut
:iconultimatehighplz:Butter. But if that's too long just Call me Nemo (I go by many
:icontuxedoplz: names). I'm 23 years old. I'm a Creative Writing Major. I draw a little, paint more now than I used to. I love to read. I had major brain surgery when I was six years old. I work as an on-air Radio DJ on I love to play video games almost as I love to write about my own worlds. I am inspired by Science Fiction and Fantasy.

If I could, I would travel with the Doctor every summer between terms at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.

I love trees.

I trade llamas and am the Founder of Sketchbook-Artist.

My art ranges from traditional to MS Paint and the occasional use of a base. I draw....a lot. And when I'm not drawing or doing digital-art pieces I'm writing or I've got my face in a videogame or a really good book.

My favorite author is Joe Hill, son of Stephen King
and my favorite book is NOS4A2 by Joe Hill.

I love Bethesda games

add me on xbox live: "PretendThrone1"
follow me on twitter: @ DJ_Red623 and @ AbstractAmmy


Band-Aids don't fix Bullet Holes*

Journal Entry: Wed May 18, 2016, 6:22 PM

So for the last few weeks I've been struggling to keep myself together and this week was probably the hardest. 
My boyfriend and I broke up on Monday afternoon, I was absolutely devastated and my heart shattered in all sorts of pieces. I am so madly, deeply, and strongly in love with him and I know that in the long run we are probably better off as friends. But having that happen a little over a day after my accident in LA was really hard.

I'm still not 100% sure what happened on Saturday night, but my roommates found me on the sidewalk covered in blood and holding my phone. My stuff was scattered all over the pavement and spilling into the street.

Everyone has their own ideas on what could have happened but I just have no memory of it. I went to see a doctor this morning and I got a semi-clean bill of health. I have a few broken toes and two bruised ribs on each side, so I am very lucky.... 

hurt, physically and emotionally, but I am lucky........

Yesterday was slow, I didn't sleep much the night before because I had a night terror about Matthew and when I woke up I reached for my phone and remembered that I wasn't with my love anymore. So I cried..... for 2 hours......I laid in my bed and cried. But I got up and put on my bravest face and went to work.
 Forr what I had to hide from my friends who are also my love's friends, I did a pretty good job hiding the heartache in the mixture of what is now known as two broken toes and a few bruised ribs.. I didn't cry at all at work or in the smoker square. I told my friends and got to talk about it... but I didn't cry......

This morning was harder, I woke up wanting to talk to him again and I cried. For a while. I just laid in my bed and cried, like I had done on monday night. I don't feel like crying now... but I'm sure it'll come. 

I'm sorry for my distance and my absence. I will answer all of your questions and go through all of your tags and fanfics and pics these next few days while I recover, stay awesome all of you and check back for more "Hidden Princess" updates. 

(like for example: I updated my Google account and added new content to Book 1, so check that out on 

  • Listening to: Picking up the Pieces by Doctor Brixx


this life ain't meant to be lived without him.
Merry Christmas watchers ! I know I've been kind of "absent" here on deviantart, so if you have one follow me on instagram! 
my instagram is abstractammy and my art dump is abstractammy_art so hit me up and DM me. I miss you guys ~ 

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Flora-flower1 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2016  Student Digital Artist
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husky50 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2016  Student General Artist
Thanks for fav
bonyboa Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2016  Student General Artist
hanks for the fav!!!! love ya
paper-l Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2016  New Deviant
hiya Nemo, thanku for the fave! c;
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